The last post for the year - My Prophesy

The last day of 2008.

What kind of feeling and resolution I'm having? Well it's just a typical kind of mood. Maybe I'm overloaded with replacement classes and exam trauma these days.

Actually I wanted to hit 100 blog posts this year but unfortunately I failed to maintain my blog active over the months. The schedule was rather busy these days, this is the lamest yet the best excuse I could think of.

Now back to this year, it's been a wonderful year. Really, a lot of things took place. Those good and bad times. Most important of all, I'm a step closer to achieve my accountancy qualification. The little platform I'm undertaking now is about to end next year May. The real one starts right after May.

What I'm anticipating for next year 2009?

To be frank, I have no idea. For advance diploma, it's really something new. I prophesied that it's not going to be easy. And I'll be 20 next year. I'm okay with numbers, but not with my age. Is there any way to subtract it? (Let's face the truth, I'm getting OLD)

Anyway, I have not much to say about 2009. Just let it be, shall we?

(By the way, in case you're wondering if I'm going out for any count down celebration. I shall anticipate the new year fixing my computer, thanks to this hacktool.crack)

Another Haul!

A parcel addressed to me was sent to my house today. I thought it was the accessories, but it wasn't. My stuff from Coastal Scents, ELF, Drugstore, CC.

Just a lil peek of what is in the parcel, just part of it. Aint showing everything here of course, hehe. I have got some other stuff other than these.


Don't be shock, the ELF lip items are for my friends. I'm buying on behalf of my friend, well of course I got myself some too. (I'm not into ELF lip glosses, so obviously) I fall over heels with the new series - ELF Studio. The concealer with blender is so amazing. I have not got the chance to try it yet, but the blender is awesome! And oh well, some typical ELF stuff like blotter, and some new stuff I have never tried before.

Coastal Scents. I'm not really into powder make up, so I'm kinda new in it. Aint getting much for the very first time. For Drugstore, I got a Jane Compact Jane Blusher (I liked Hui Min's Red Earth blusher, but oh well guess this wont be that bad huh~)

I have yet to unseal and try on the items. This haul is somehow unexpected, I thought I would receive this parcel after my exams. Oh well guess I have to wait until the end of exams, I just have the feeling to try them out after exams.

Just a simple haul, before the clock strikes twelve. :)

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone.

I woke up very early today and received my Xmas present! *happy happy* It's so adorable! I'll post it up later when I have time later. It's a great day today, though I kinda ate a lot. :)

*Feeling reluctant* I still have classes tomorrow.

Muddled up during Xmas Eve

Have you ever heard of Xmas Eve emo? Well now you know. :)

I'm not so sure why tho, but this emo feeling is swaying over my mind. I know it's Christmas tomorrow and Santa shall be here to give presents for those who behaved well this year. (Ignore my adolescence, I know I'm over perasaan) Anyway the feeling is kinda muddled up.

Studies. I wished that the subjects are okay this semester, but they never seem to ring the bell to me. They are rather unfathomable. Assignments and course works? It's terrible and has been worsening from time to time.

My biz, Fabulous Dresser? People are like "Hey you shop online a lot right? Intro some nice stuff to me lar. Got nice stuff must share right? "

Now when I have came out with one, people are like freaking afraid of me as if I'm doing a MLM. In fact I was hoping that I am able to share something new. I wished that my close friends would support me for the very first time I'm doing this. In the end I guess it's a NO. It doesn't matter anyway I am used to it. (Anyhow, I managed to meet the MOQ)

I know it's biz and it's really up to own discretion. But I have put in a lot of efforts in this hoping that someone could comprehend and value what I'm doing. People thought that I'm earning all of the money but the fact is the cost is very high. And sometimes it's not about money, I'm also risking my own life for doing this. (That's the reason is shall be ceased) I feel really depressed ceasing this.

It feels really great blurting out everything. It's Xmas eve and I'm here emo-ing with my blog few hours before Xmas. I'll be fine, not to worry.

Merry Xmas everyone.

A wonderful journey.

We had AGM this Monday, the new committee board has formed.

I wrote the last minutes and a to-do list for Shing Tsu. I burned the documents into three CDs: for Mr Harry, Ms Carina and Shing Tsu. This shall be the last thing from me to CGS. Hope that you all will make CGS shine in this approaching year.

I went to Mr Harry room and passed him the CD and updated the CGS file for the very last time. I found out that the new committee members are having meeting later on that day, sooner than I expected. It somehow jogged my memory of exactly what happened when Lee Ting handed over this post to me.

Going through the ordeal part aint easy. But the best thing about it is we have gone it through together. There are sweet times too. Some gave up in the beginning and some who are about to give up (where we managed to get everything back on track). This is the notable CGS spirit and fortitude. *i'm kinda perasaan* :)

Everything is adjourned. And this is it, our names are replaced by the new ones. I should not be telling this with dismay, in fact I should be happy for the new team. Hope that you all will perform better than us, all the best to you all.

Thank you all! It's such a wonderful journey.

Incompatible

I realised that I'm incompatible
A babyish me fussing over this matter

I have pursued wholeheartedly
without realising it's a losing game
I wanted to achieve something
Something that is different of what I'm doing now
Cause I'm really tired these days
It's a hollow kind of sham
The kind of feeling I have now

I desired a lot of things
I dreamed and tried my best to reach for it
But I always fall because it's too remote to my capacity
I realised when you fall, because you have climbed too high
It feels really childish, you know
When you're upset with something
And other people are upset with much more serious matters
The feeling is incompatible

I'm sorry
But things aint easy for me these days

I didn't want to..

It has been 2 weeks since I have started Fabulous Dresser.

I was really excited when I was starting with something new. I took a lot of time to figure out the name, the design, what I'm gonna do. (Despite having exams at the same time) Everyone was like "Wow, finally you are a boss!" Practically most people said that.

I'm ceasing it soon after the first spree. I'm very upset about this but I do not have a choice. I'm taking the last batch of stocks. For the very last time, if you would like to enjoy benefits from bulk purchase, kindly place your order by next week.


Home - Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

My Efforts

Finally I realised that what I'm learning now is related to what I'm doing. I mean, I have been rather busy in coding and costing for Fabulous Dresser

Thanks Ah Lin for helping me so much to promote my little spree to her friends. I have came out with a name card (not calling it biz card, lol). What do you think of the design? :)


I have put in a lot of efforts in FabulousDresser these days. I know how is feels like as a customer, based on my experience (speak of experience, I think I deserve a certificate for my shopaholic addiction).

My thumb rule: Customers come first, they are to be valued.

I'm getting my name card (name card or biz card?) next week, hopefully before Xmas. I'm going to customise stickers too. *sigh* It's costly, burning a hole in my purse.

But anyway, I hope to cover the costs and provide the best for my customers. I'm not promoting in my personal blog here, just wanna share with you all what I have been through these days.

That's all for today! I'm going out to find some decent cases/bags to place accesories for customers.

Oh ya, not to forget little gifts for my valued customers.
*happily jot down in my shopping list*

Tata!

My Online Biz!

Finally, it's done! I have been working so hard to work on this. My online shop! I was thinking to do something new so yup this is what I'm going to do.

I'm not that sure if it's going to work, but I hope yes. :)
Come and support me, will you? :)

FabulousDresser.blogspot.com

Landslide at Bkt Antarabangsa

There was a massive landslide in Bukit Antarabangsa, Ampang, at 4am Saturday. Four people are reported dead with 15 injured and 14 bungalows buried under mud and rubble. A total of 3,000 to 5,000 residents in the vicinity are being evacuated.
(The Star)

I woke up today and heard the ambulance. My mum told me about the landslide. I was like OMG! How could that happened? It's near to my house, as I live a hill nearby Bukit Antarabangsa. Mine is Ukay Heights.

"Wan, rumah awk ade kena tanah runtuh tak?" Fatin called me this morning. She's back from Johor after her finals. Thanks for calling my dear, miss you so much! =)

I remembered quite some years back, landslide took place and collapsed the houses on the upper houses. Mine is at the bottom of the slope, but still it's on a hill. (that's why I could not get any public transport here) It's terrifying!

Hope that everything is fine.

Still Here.

I'm here. Yes, still surviving over the dreadful deadlines.

I'm getting old. I tend to forget a lot of things these days, I have forgotten my friends' birthday. (I'm deeply sorry!) I have forgotten what I'm supposed to do with the files in my room. I have forgotten what I'm supposed to do.


Oh ya, Yik Voon this is for you. Hui Min's masterpiece ( me and ah lin) during SBS night. I brought up this because I remembered Shu Hui asked to me "Hey are you organising SBS night?"

I was so speechless that time. Most of my friends know that I have a tight schedule and involved in a lot of college stuff. (Because I tend to drop by SAD, so it's basically the same) Anyway, it's going to end next week.

We are going to have a entreprenuership talk and AGM next week. I have just done with all the emails and some paperworks - agenda, documentations. Oh ya, I forgot to mention about assignment submission, course work.

What I wanna say is, we all have committments. There is no explicit reason why we want to commit ourselves with responsibilities and pressures.

It's like in life, we have to give and take. =)

My little haul

*guilty*

What's up my long abandoned blog? It's been quite some time since I last blogged. Yeah I'm telling the exact same thing whenever I have abandoned my blog.

I'm a conservative person, in thoughts. I have my own approach of what I would bring up and what I wouldn't. Of course, I would wanna keep my blog as CLEAN as possible by trying to avoid gloominess and vulgar gesture. Trust me, you would not want to see me when I am exasperating.

Anyway, I was looking through my picture folder and I saw some pictures. My Avon and Old Navy haul! I took this picture to show Hui Min about what I have got from Oldnavy and Avon website. *evil me*

Well you know, I should have done more hauls. This is just one of the ordinary stuff I'm getting. There are more to come, from Coastal Scents, Drugstore, ELF, etc.
(FYI finally I have got enough stock for my lippies.)


It comes nicely with bubble wrap. The pink and blue ones are my Old Navy clothes. I got a skorts and a pants, typical activewear ones. There are in great quality I have to say, for USD $1.99 it's worth the price! Anyhow the sales has ended, it was at $10+ which I doubt I would buy at that price.

They are the lippies stuff that I got from Avon. I forgot to snap the picture of the Avon cute mascara, it's even smaller than a lip balm. The cutest ever! Oh ya, the white transparent tube is Ardell Brow and Lash Accelerator which I'm so indulged with it at the moment.

The top 3 slim ones: (Forgot how much was it, about five bucks)
Avon Cool Pout in Natural Chill
Avon Cool Pout in Ice Princess
Avon Cool Pout in Berry Refreshing

Get fresh with this tingly cool gloss. The intense shine magnifies lips' fullness and moisturieses with vitamin A, C and E. SPF 15.



The white one:
Avon Moisture Therapy (USD 0.69)

Glide on this emollient-rich formula to help protect lips from chapping and dryness, with the added benefit of SPF 15 to protect lips from the sun's harmful rays.

The 2 plumpy black ones: USD$ 6 each.
ULTRA COLOR RICH Lip Exfoliator

Step 1: Exfoliate. Glide one exfoliating particles once or twice over lips. Wipe lips clean before applying conditioner or color. Resurfaces: smoothes away dry skin for softer lips. Revitalizes: restores lips' healthy-looking rosy glow.

ULTRA COLOUR RICH Lip Conditioner

24-hour conditioner with vitamins. Lips look and feel softer, smoother, fuller.



OMG this two works perfectly together! It's colourles, dont worry. It's all the treatment I need for my lippies.

So this is just a simple haul as I only got some stuff. I did not do a haul on what I got from Korea. I was a bit out of my schedule recently.

Anyway, so that's it for now. Back to my assignments!

Back to where I belong to

For the entire week I woke up at 6 something and went for replacement classes at 8am. It's been an exhausting week.

Now the Career Fair had ended, it feels like the end of everything. Except for the evaluation report that I have to generate later on. Kinda worn out now althought I had slept for the whole day.

I'm back.
To where I'm supposed to be.

Result Released

I am never a techie. No matter how hard I tried, I will never get A for that kind of subjects for the past 3 semesters. I wonder what went wrong, honestly. Could it be our coursework? Hate that coursework so much. =(

Anyway, it doesn't matter. I am still me. My CGPA is dwindling from time to time, I might not be able to secure my scholarship next year.

I'm not boasting. I got A for accounting papers since the first semester, each of it like IA, FOA, FA, etc. Anything that has to do with the statements, ledger, etc. I obtained better result for the subjects that is related to ACCA, that includes my taxation too. HOWEVER, I had great difficulty in my management accounting subjects.

I am not sure if I'm suitable for CIMA. I do not have any sense of basic intelligence nor common sense for management accounting. It's all about costing, budgeting, forecasting. I don't know, maybe I am not convinced enough. I was not convinced enough during my fundamentals in management accounting.

I'm not a genius, been telling this for like a million of times. Straight As in SPM doesn't mean anything, please. Some people are just so ridiculous to think that I am a genius or something. I study like a freaking mad person, that's what I told my sister (she is having exam trauma now).

I accept the fact that I am not a genius. Yes it feels bad and terrible not to be able to achive good results. But this is me, and my result.

Us Against The World

You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
Know how to walk that wire

Sometimes I feel like the world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what saves me
When we're together I feel so invincible

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

There’ll be days
We’ll be on different sides but
That doesn’t last too long
We find ways to get it on track
And know how to turn back on

Sometimes I feel
I can’t keep it together
Then you hold me close
And you make it better
When I’m with you
I can feel so unbreakable

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight

We’re not gonna break
Cause we both still believe
We know what we’ve got
And we’ve got what we need alright
We’re doing something right

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall

Us against the world
You and me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Us against the world
Yeah it’s us against the world, baby
Us against the world tonight

Hypocrisy

I am easy going. I believe that I am never a discerning censor with overly finicky approach. And I am never good in expressing my true feelings. Correct me if I am wrong.

I can bear with a lot of things but NEVER with hypocrisy. Yeah it goes around and we know that it is the nature of the human being. Feigning is not a crime, and it is not a bad thing either. It can be good in some ways. But no matter how good you are in feigning, sincerity says it all.

I remembered in BC, Andrew asked us what's our favourite English word. There are so many words in English. My answer is "Chemistry". It's not really like I love chemistry subject, I'm an art stream student. The chemistry between people, that's what I mean.

I am a typical human being with feelings. I tend to be easily offended and hurt, not by acts of people but by the disguise of people. I appreciate people surrounding me with heartfelt gratitude, although I am not good in expressing my thoughts. I really do.

I can help and do a lot of things without asking for anything return, because I believe that sincerity is the most valued asset. But there are times my existence is being relied on without a sense of genuineness. I always plead for the least of understanding and yet I never succeed in getting any of them. There is a sense of belonging, without sincerity.

For me, I treat everyone wholeheartedly, but when I find that a person is not being genuine (the feeling of belonging where people be with you for the sake of depending on you) I will be very upset and in the end lose confidence. That's the end of it. Although later on I might be friendly or laughing like a crazy fella, but actually I am not.

The blemish is there, it engraves somewhere deep inside. Things might have changed, but never my confidence. You might be happy taking advantage on people, but you will lose something much more valued in the end. Something that people have aversion to.

Never exploit a person's feeling under pretense of intimacy.
Be gracious to yourself, and people surrounding you.

Vacant

I feel a sense of vacant and insecure. I feel so worthless and do not know what else I should do now. I do not know who should I rely on. I do not know where I should find a shoulder to cry on.

I won't shop so much. I can cut down my shopping.
I won't nag him and bully him anymore.
I won't stay up late and let him worried.
I won't drink so much coffee.
I won't be choosy not taking cough medicine.

I can do a lot of things, although it sounds silly and doesn't make sense. But please bless him and get well soon.

I do not know what I can do now.

Useless Me

I could not sleep today. Feeling worthless, I could not stop crying.

Dear God, if you could hear me.
Please take away all the sickness from him.
Please take away all the ache suffered by him.
Please bless him with a healthy body and smile.

I could barely see him smile or laugh. I feel so useless that I could not do anything, not even the easiest thing to make him smile.

I feel the prick with ache, deep deep inside.

Genting Trip - Buffet Dinner and Dreamz (Did a good deed!)

I'm back! Back from my long vacation in Genting Highlands. At least I felt it was a long trip because I'm very tired. So we went there on the first day of Raya. I dont know where to start actually about the whole traveling thing. It's a nice family trip. The main purpose of the traveling is for the buffet dinner and to watch the Dreamz show.


Me and my sis camwhoring. My sis did a lot of camwhoring in this trip, somehow like her sister huh? XD



The Outdoor Themepark

Space Shot. One of my favourite. Hehe!

Buffet. It's really nice where there are different types of cuisines: Western, Japanese, Chinese, Nyonya, West Asian. I absolutely love the Japanese cuisine. Well, the great thing about buffet is you can eat how many your appetite can hold. There were chefs at there like doing the Tapanyaki style and you can choose whatever you want. Grilled Salmon, Chicken, Beef.. Everything you can eat! Sushi too!

The great thing about buffet is they have chefs at each section preparing the food upon request. At there, the chefs will cook right in front of you upon your request. Like Chinese cuisine, there are a lot of raw vegetables and ingredients. You have to just pick up what you wanna eat and just hand it to the chefs and they will cook it for you just in few minutes! Amazing huh?

Me and my dear mum. She wasn't looking at the camera, I guess she was looking for more food at the other side.



My sis and I. Outside the buffed venue with nice scenery.

So after the buffet dinner, there are fireworks show at the open area of the car park. Raya special programme I guess. So my brother, my sister and I went there and watched it. I have never been to any public countdowns because I don't really like to squeeze between the crowd but it's really okay at Genting. You know the environment, the cool air, the whole aroma thing is really smothing. Actually I had some videos but I was really thinking about posting it here because it's full of my sister's scream. =.='ll






My sis took the pictures. The video is much more nicer I think.


So after the fireworks, we rushed to The Pavilion to watch the Dreamz show. My dad got us some seats in front, really nice! The show was quite okay, the great thing about it is we got the chance to view the magic right in front of our eyes.

It's quite expensive. My bro said he almost fell asleep during the show. Sleepy head! Slept for the whole day already still wanna sleep. =.=


Look at this picture. My brother said the body doesn't fit my sis's head as her head is as big as the tiger. Hahaha true huh? XD

Here I go too. Haha I'm so childish.


The second day at First World. Look at the picture you could see that I was really tired because I did not have enough sleep the night before in the hotel.

We noticed a nice shop. See the big bowl of mee on top there? It's really cute like a real bowl of mee, look at the water vapour! Haha~


The haunted house. I went there once and I swore I will not go for it anymore. Scary!




My sis and I went to watch "Painted Skin" movie. We got a free snack upon purchase of the ticket, a chocolate bar. It's a nice and moving movie, I really like it.



You know the restaurant at the First World there? Somewhere near the stage, there's a ShangHai restaurant. This is Durian Pancake. It doesn't look like pancake at all, it's very delicious. The golden yellow filling below the icy durian cream is durian. OMG!

thank you so much. best of luck. my name is jenny. we live in filipinos we live in kl since 1985. thank you again (SMS sent by the lovely lady)

Ohh yeah! My mum picked up an I-Mobile camera phone. It's a nice black sleek phone with luminious green line at the sides. Something like SE K850, quite nice but I have never seen it here. My brother says it's a Singapore phone.

We was trying to contact the owner of the phone but we couldnt as the owner somehow blocked the simcard after 15 attempts of calling. So we could not call the owner using the phone. So I sent a message to the owner with my handphone, in hope that he or she was still in Genting. I received a call immedietly, it turns out to be a lady owner from foreign countries. (Sounds like a friend of mine from Phillipines who are working at Embassy of Cuba now)

Well I was correct, she's from Phillipines and been living in KL about twenty years. So we met up at the lobby of the hotel and I returned it to her. She thought she would not be able to find her phone again, she was really grateful and happy! And so were we! =)

You might say, "you could have kept the phone!" Yeah very true, but I can actually feel how sad and panic was the owner. If I were the lady, I would burst into tears and cry like a big baby. What goes around comes around, we were glad that we did the right thing.

It was a wonderful trip! Although it's not like we went to somewhere far, but it's nice traveling with family.

Are you rich?

The new semester will commence next week. I have checked the timetable and I am very anxious about the subjects. Oh God!

I also checked on the Career Fair application form on the Intranet by SJPS, ahh-ha! There it goes, finally it's there. Reminds me of paperworks and meetings. There are a lot of activities going on and we will be really busy after this week. (I'm praticaly kinda tired, and my sore throat doesn't seem better.)

I have just typed a cover letter to apply for a scholarship. I don't put high hopes on it, look at the chances and you will know. Any how, I really hope that I can secure a scholarship for my Advance Diploma.

Well most of the reason people apply scholarship or loan is because WE NEED MONEY. We choose to study in TARC is because it is affordable. Expensive and "high-end" universities is not everything, what is the problem of undertaking affordable studies?

Many people take up loans to study in expensive colleges, and say "Why are you studying in TARC? It's is so cheap and useless." (Excuse me, are you rich? Then why are you taking loans?)

Well maybe you are rich, but you are definitely having LOW EQ. The measure of a person is the way how he or she talks. People would respect you if you're a person of high EQ. Even if the person is from a wealthy family, your parents are rich and not you. Whether you will be rich and succeed in your career depends on you.

It is not shameful to admit if you are not rich. But it is shameful and pitiable to act like a rich people when you are not, and being a low EQ person. Be respectful to everyone, just like how we must respect and accept the state of every human being especially the ones that have disabilities.

Voiceless Me

I'm having this sore throat for about few days already. It's not like the normal sore throat that I used to have but it's kinda, you know hard to breathe this time. It makes me cough all the time, I wonder why. =(

I canceled most of my plans because of this cough. And yeah, coughing for the whole day makes me really weak and lazy. I was planning to go out with my friends, but I could not make it in the end. Sad and pathetic me!

My family and I are going to Genting next week. Yeah to watch some kind of magic show (cost about 100 ringgit per person which I'm not sure it is worth or not) and buffet dinner. My dad got us a deluxe room and strange enough, I'm not really excited.

My sister, oh god. We're going there on Wednesday and last night she was bugging her voiceless sister (apparently that's me) about what she is supposed to wear, what should she bring, what we're going to do there.

=.='lll Oh god, I want my voice back.

As we count the years..

It's Sunday morning! I cleaned up my room for the whole day yesterday, sorted out my notes and all my junkies.

I didn't know that I have so many junkies. I saw my kindergarten academic report, my primary school pictures, my secondary school pictures. I feel so old in a sudden, I'm about twenty now. Yeah, you know the kind of feeling when it feels like LONG LONG TIME AGO?

I've become a full-fledged bird. I'm no longer being pampered, and I have to bear the responsibility as a grown up person and full liable of what I wanna achieve.

Just showing some random pictures..

We were fifteen that time. Yoon Keong looks so blur and cute. lol!

Sixteen. Ms Tan Siew Lee was with us that time. She is in TARC now teaching English, she's a great teacher that we all salute!

Missed her "YUHOO~~!!". Sometimes we do hear her "YUHOO~~!!" from the next door when we are having tutorial, memorable one.



I think that was the last time we had gathering. Wonder when we can gather around again?



We didn't see each other for a long time. Had a great time at Genting there, well except Taw Yang. Hard to not notice him sometimes, he always sit at the first few rows in lecture hall. *swt*

This year, they came to my house with a cake. How suprising! I was very moved that time, thank you all!! =)

Few days before exam, I received a call from Su Lan when I was in lecture hall saying "Hey Yin Wan, you still in Malaysia?" I was told that Chien Huey is going to Russia to further her studies. So there it goes, the next few days we are having gathering! Not much people came, but yeah it was fun! Most of the friends have gone to overseas.








We all will reach twenty in no time. And by that time, I would have finished my two years in diploma and moving on to Advance Diploma. Not long after, then we all would have graduated. I'm very excited and very scared at the same time.

I dont wanna be old. I wanna stay the way I am right now, though I'm so old and pretending to be young. Maybe I'm just not prepared.

Am I?