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Thank You

There are times when I feel like relinquish the weighty load on my back. I couldn't breathe with the add-on weight on my back. But then, as I contemplate giving up, the tears started to dampen the fortitude of mine..

Feigning that everything is okay is what I've been doing these days. But still.. The camouflage of mine betrayed me no matter how hard I tried to conceal. I felt exhausted with the crammed schedule, mentally and physically..

I know that grumbling will not help anything, but sometimes I just feel like utter something out of my mind. I would like to apologise from the bottom of my heart for my clumsiness that made everyone worry about me. I'm sorry.. I don't know what to say, but thank you all for always being there for me.. Really thanks..

I'll be tough.. Val.. big girls don't cry!!

It's Business

It's not personal. It's business.

It's down to earth. No cloak and dagger stories or any surreptitious relationships. It's business.

Of different notions, we have to defend ourselves sequentially to survive in the vying and callous business world. It's a world of merciless, and we have to knock down others to live on, despite our friends or foes. After ruthless squabbles, we have to get along with them again after all the dramas, which I think is an intricate enigma that ought to be solved..

Awesome huh? It's complicated and inexplicable, on how people deal with tasks and people at the same time. It's a world of precarious and disgust, and we might have to slough off personal feelings when it comes to business. "Business" sounds like a big word huh? (I'm not even a quarter of diploma yet..lol =.=)

Works in any kind, homeworks, assignments or tasks. Yeah that's what I mean. When it comes to tasks, everyone is being egocentric because of own responsibility. No one cares if you're a nice person or not, or whether you are able to cope with it or not. If you slip, you are about to be hooted down..

Yes, i know the rules. Still, I feel that realism of the world out there is terrifying. I don't want to be idler or parasite, sitting around and doing nothing. I don't mind to be burden with tasks and I'd be really happy even it's a small and weightless task. I just want to be part of the team even though without any reputation.

Frankly, I don't know if I can contribute anything as I have no familiarity in these before. But I have vowed that I'll not take it as an excuse for absolution anymore. I do have something right, that is the tenacity of sincerity. =) well I don't know if it helps. I have promised myself that I will try my best to cope with the hasty pace, no matter how hard it is going to be. Gambateh Val.. you can make it..

I've been trying really hard to cope with things these days. It's hard.. but trust me, I'm not a slacker..

Naive

I was thinking, am I the one who think too much? Or am I too naive to deem things are too simple as it seems?

As I unveil the cloak of camouflage of mine, I realised that things are tangled with knotty ties. The eloquence of mine started to anesthetise without any sensation..

New Semester

I gazed aghast at the timetable with my mouth widen, and muttered Maggie Wheeler's favourite line in the comedy series "Friends".

Oww.. (3secs)
My.. (3secs)
Gorrrrrrrddd..!!!

I arched my eyebrow and heaved sighs as I checked the timetable. My spirits were evoked as I recalled those sleepless nights doing tutorials, coffee before lecture classes, moaning about the subjects. (you know which one I mean)

Craving for things to be fine for the next day is what I do every single day. yeah i'm a bit stressed out these days dealing some matters. Still, I'm okay and I enjoyed every moment of it. Hectic schedule yet enjoyable! It's not going to be easy but I'll make every endeavor to strive for the best! Gambateh Val!! =)

Timetable is out, and adieus to semester break! It's time for hectic schedule again. Let bygones be bygones. It's a new semester guys!

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It's like a poetry game and you have to write a slang poem that ryhmes. Matthew started the game first. So here's mine..

It's time for our studies
No more playing with teddies
It's time to bid adieus
No more napping with blankies

It's a whole new semester
No more subjects that'll bother
Or we'll burn the notes with luster
Perhaps during Chinese New Year

Timetable sorted out with much opposition
Irritated and moaning with much objection
As whole new semester set in motion
It's a new semester with anticipation!

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Longing outcome to be impressive
As a tyro like me amid the apprentice
With nothing much but a crapping perspective
As you and me adore poetry by own respective

Forget about En Mohd Sabri
As ethic stuffs bothered me like a flea
So the notes were burned with much glee
In the flame of liberation to set me free

There's no escape or leak
Nor the subjects are going to be meek
We'll kick'em off to reach the peak
Well guys.. I'll see you next week!