1+1=?

1+1=2

*checking calculator*

Mathematically it's correct. Well there is no specific answer for that question, it depends actually. Everyone has different answer and their own definite view. For me, my answer is any number, but not 2.

This is because sometime we don't really get what we should get in return for what we have done. We don't really get our reward for what we have paid for. We often get emasculated by unappreciative people who don't really comprehend what we have been through. (Not fair huh?) If you are good in numbers , you know that it's a loss. Actually it doesn't really matter if it's a loss or a gain..

Sincerity is superior than the supposing return/award in any kind. The people of all walks of life is highly diversified. I believe that there are people out there with a heart of sincerity. Trust me, you might not know what happiness your simple act of kindness will bring about..

A lot of things took place these days.. I really hope that I am able to help those who need help. I understand how is it like, being hopeless, abandoned, emasculated..

A Talk

I was snoring in bed as my irritating alarm clock woke me up from my sweet dream. Well it wasn't very sweet though, I forgot what I dreamt of last night. But anyway, do you know how annoying the alarm clock is..

"tit-tit-tit, tit-tit-tit.."
*It just won't stop making that annoying sound*

That's why we call the annoying thing- alarm clock! I was staggering while I walked to my brother's bedroom. To wake up that sleepy head, of course. Haha.. (Evil sister huh?) We're going to college today, together!

We're going to attend the career talk organized by CGS today. Because I have signed up and gave my words, I attended CGS talk and resulting to forgo my Public Speaking Workshop and the safety talk. I feel terribly sad for that.. Why do I have to make such decision.. *sigh*

Due to some circumstances, (my brother lor) we arrived a bit late. My friends were like, who is this fair guy? After introducing and we hang out together, we had a great time! We all planned to join the Career Development Camp together. It's going to be really fun! =P

I have learnt a lot things today, things that can't be described by merely words. I think it's something fundamental to everyone, especially to us. Not only business oriented field but also everyone out there~

The people from ManPower were cordial and willing to help us. They answered my queries very well based on the real world state. Amazing people! They are right, the REAL world is very crucial. Human being is competing among each other, only the stronger ones will survive. It may not be fair, but that's how the rule is! Merely education certificates is not enough because almost everyone out there has one. What we need is something that can differs us, that can stand out and shine over the others.

Fail to plan is plan to fail~ I love that one! Simple yet carried a great weight. Though I'm not really geared up, at least I know I want to be successful and made my parents proud. *triumphant smile*

Contradicted

Courseworks next week. I muddle through with the subjects quite okay, but the problem is I'm not familiar with the business language especially dealing with the questions. Terrible huh..

*Ah Moi, teruklah awak..*
This reminds me of that malay officer's intonation when he scold me for my stupidness while I was driving..

I feel so sorry for Voon to have a "over-motivated" friend like me. Haha.. Each day, well almost everyday I burble a lot of motivating words to get her motivated as well. (Evil huh?) Voon, thank you so much for not neglecting me each time I start mumbling..

I attended CGS sub-committee interview today. I had a great time there.. though I was kinda nervous. I was surprised they had a quiz, something like IQ test. (Well you know how dumb I am) I was giggling and I think I crapped quite a lot. Haha.. I don't know if can make it, will keep my fingers crossed. =)

I have signed up for a talk organized by CGS this Saturday, which will necessitate canceling my Public Speaking workshop this Saturday. Then later on, what a coincidence that it was announced that Merit scholars have to attend a talk (about safety stuff) on the same time. It was clearly stated that the talk is compulsory for Merit scholars. Three talks on the same time..

College life is very contradicting..

Best driver, best dad!

"You both so friendly ar?"
"Wow, you can wrestle with you dad?"
"Ehh ur dad looks like a Hong Kong star you know!"

Yes indeed! Well, except for the third one, my dad is not handsome. (evil daughter!) Anyone of you who has seen my dad before should know this. You know which guy is my dad? The one who fetches me everyday, that plump guy~

He is my dad, also known as my personal DRIVER! Cool huh? Having a cool dad and a driver as well. In fact, I don't even pay him a single cent. Conversely, he has to pay me for everything!

If you haven't seen my dad before, let me briefly describe about him. He wears glasses with gold frames outlining the lenses. Five feet ten tall, rather plump with a square face. (Your dad not handsome laa, quoted by my mum)

My dad, is simply the best dad and driver in the world! You might say that I'm telling a fib, I'm not. To me, the person that exerted my greatest respect is my dad! He is a great person of great fortitude for he never daunted by overwhelming obstacles. I don't know if I can be as good as him but definitely he is my mentor!

No one is perfect in this world and my dad is not flawless. He has his own weakness too.. *Well according to my mum, quite a lot* Haha..anyway, he is my dad! And I love him! Many stories and tales about my dad. (I can tell more if you want to) To cut a beeline, he is the best dad ever!

Dad, I love you so much laaa~ Mum don't jealous okay, you will have to wait until next year. Anyway, I love you both!!

Back To Schooling Days

"You know they mistyped your class? It should be 5e5!!" That was Ms Chan's response when I saw her. I attended the prize giving ceremony for Merit Award at my secondary school. The people in charge mistyped my class as 5S5 in the list. I was like, since when I'm a Science Stream student? Ms Chan is so cute laa..

We met Pn Haniza. She is still the same with her mysterious smile and mystifying staring eyes. *You know laa..* She approached us and pinched me and Yue, and said in front of Ms Chan with her INTONATION..

"Tengok tengok~ dalam kelas saya selalu marah mereka. Kalau saya tak marah, mereka takkan berjaya~~ You both should thank me you know~"

We both went totally numb and speechless in the spur of moment. Nodding our heads, we chuckled. I miss her voice, her intonation and her singing. Hahaha..really funny. Her voice is really shivering and I can't stand not to laugh. Hehe.. Hey don't tell her I said so.. *shhhh*

To be seated according to the list, with a bunch of friends from Science Stream. Hmm..do you know how weird it is? Everyone was talking about Science stuff, like...*you know laa, science stuff* And I have no idea what they were talking about! Haha..

"Wow, you are the top scorer Art Stream student you know! You see, you are the only one in the list from Art Stream. - pointing at the list- You are outstanding!!"

"Your parents must be very proud of you right? Any reward from your parents?"

I don't know what to say. I never thought that I'd be seated with them, never. They used to be top scorer in school and receiving award is just a piece of cake for them. To be honest, I'm envious of them all the time. No laa, it's just that.. they are smart and whiz ones. I'm just not as smart as them, in fact I'm quite dim-witted.

People said I'm smart, outstanding and so on.. but I don't think so. I'm not as good as you all think. I'm just someone who have to struggle very hard to achieve a bit of something. (Which is piece of cake for some people) Still, no matter how hard I tried, I failed everything.

Today is the last class we had with Emma. The last class before the next semester on July. I was promoted to the next level, which means I can't stay with my friends anymore. I miss everyone. Do take care you guys.. I'm definitely going to miss you all and all the fun we had..

Me, Driving a Car!

Ms Hanika was teaching and I was so not in the state of mind to concentrate. Horrifying moment! I can't believe myself that I wasn't paying attention to Microeconomics. What went wrong with me?

I failed my driving test this morning. Many funny incidents took place that concerns my driving skill. Everyone, almost everyone chuckled every time they heard about it. Okay I have to confess that I'm not technically good and I not be a good driver.

I don't know how to blog about my driving experience. But you know, I can assure that you can't find any so-called "talented" driver like me elsewhere. Hehe! Even the guy from my driving school who taught me how to drive has certified the fact that I'm so SPECIAL! So proud you know.. *muka tembok*

If you guys don't mind I can give you guys a lift, well of course after I get my driving license. But bear in mind that, this may take ages for me to get one.. *sigh*

Do you think I can speak?

Not knowing what was going on, I was "listed" for a Public Speaking talk this Saturday. Well, according to Ms Val (not me laa..hehe) it's just a brief talk about public speaking. She is involved as well and she wants people from her class "who can speak in front" to join the talk. Slipping herself into the gap between two tables, she held two lists in her hands and came to me..

"Val~"
"Which one do you want to join, debate or public speaking?"
(I was utterly shocked. Can you believe it, she remembers my name! lol)

*After all the persuading..*
*And more persuading..*
*And more..*

I was like, public speaking?! I don't know if I can speak without giggling and boiling my molecules. Anyway, in the end I signed up for the talk this Saturday. I have no idea of what is going to happen this Saturday. Hopefully will be fun..

College life signifies a new life for me. Although I grumbled a bit sometimes, (ok laa, more than a bit) I love campus life! Hehe..

CGS Gathering

It was 7am, and I woke up reluctantly in my drowsiness. I let a yawn escaped and rubbed the sleep in my eyes and grumbled "Oww, do I have to wake up this early.." Why yes of course. You have any idea of what day today is?

SATURDAY!!

I wasn't feeling very well yesterday because I had headache that irritated me for the whole day. It's like someone was wrecking my head off my neck, my godness! Haha.. Anyway, I felt much better today. And so, I got myself changed and went to college. Today I went for Career Guidance Society (CGS) first gathering at Sport Complex. The first activity so far..hehe!

I had a great time there. I met new friends and had loads of fun there! Hehe~ I'm in a froggy team, crazy frog! *ding ding* Haha..really cool! We had modeling show, just like what I had a camp in Subang Jaya a few years ago. The moment I walked out the stage with "make ups" vividly emblazoned in my memories.^^

Hmm.. I had a great day. Thank you all so much..gambateh~!!

Hectic College Life

Totally fatiguing! Arhh..man. College life seems pleasurable for some people (like my brother), but not for me. I do not comprehend how he survived with the frantic schedule. Hmm..

As the tutorial starts, I find college life is a hectic one. Not to mention the walking distance in the big campus is very demanding. We have our lectures at the lecture hall that is located near School of Business School block (SBS) and then tutorial class at Pre-University (Pre-U) block, which located near Admin block. Later on, another tutorial class at SBS block. I wonder how many kilometers I have walked..hmm~

I bumped onto many friends and seniors I haven't seen for ages. It's nice to meet them again, miss them so much! Haha.. For the second week (the first for tutorial classes), we are divided to some groups. Talking about our English teacher, she is gracious and humourous. When she introduced herself..

"Hello, my name is..."
*I was not focusing when she introduced her full name*

"You can call me Ms Val"
*Shocked. WHAT?! ..Val?* o.O

College life is full of surprises. Erm..enough blogging for today I think. I'm not feeling very well today..headache.. will continue next time..

New Journey

Today, the first day of June will mark the beginning of my new journey. My life was full of uncertainty since a few months ago, but now officially I'm free to declare that I'm a free bird. I do not have to hold on anything because of any miracle could-be to happen. Apparently they do not belong to me no matter how hard I tried.

After tons of rejections (including another one today), I'm going to start off my college life. Let bygones be bygones. Life is full of suffering and also full of overcoming. I was astonished as though I couldn't believe the hard times I gone through these days. And, I cried as I received a lot sms from many people that cared for me. Thank you all so much..

REMEMBER THAT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD

JUST TRY YOUR BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO
AND LEAVE THE REST TO GOD

ANYWAY WE ALL ARE PROUD OF YOU