Being Left Behind

Can anyone here allow me to recoup what I've lost for these days? This seemed to be perpetually gone, for me. This is really getting me into tears..

You guys dyed hair, worked, studied, coupled, got car license, etc. The feeling getting home is very terrible, being far apart of the world. How is it like, to stay away from friends, where the others had done something awesome where as you are being left behind?

I don't want to go to school tomorrow.. I don't want to face the crowd..