Sunday, March 25, 2007

An Anonymous

Recently someone (I don't really familiar with) sms-ed me. Even though I know the existence of the person, but we never talk. Argh I was freak out and, I'm a bad person. Please tell me if I'm right.

The story starts when an anonymous sms-ed me..

How's ur result?
Sorry but who r u?


I'm K from 5xx class. So how's ur result?
Ohh..um, I got XX for my SPM. How about u?

Wow, so strong le..i got XX for SPM. So where u study?
Maybe I'm goin to tarc.. (What is the "strong" represents?)

I'm studying at there right now. Hey do you have SPM reference books?

Ohh.. What reference book u want? I gave away my books already.. (Okay a stranger sms me, trying to be a nice person for a reason? To ask for reference books?)

I need BM, BI, SAINS, MATHS, SEJ, MORAL. Do you have it?
Nope..sorry. Why do u need those? For what course need those? (Just want to know why we need Science in college, for Art Subjects?)


Why I want to tell u? u also dun tell me ur D.O.B..
u didn't ask? btw I dunno u really well.. (Hey u didn't ask okay, and what is so great about your course anyway? As if I'm dying to know about it?)

Tell ur DOB la..then I will tell u what I study in tarc..
*etc*

Actually there's more but that was the last msg I replied because I don't feel like talking that person. So childish. Is like toddles in nursery, you give me your candy and I lend you my book.

Are you trying to be a nice person to know me or are you taking advantage on me? The reason you msged me is for the books? What makes you think that I have those?

You didn't ask about my birthday. If you ask I will tell, I will never be childish for not telling or selling off myself. Okay, for nothing I was being accused of being selfish? What is all the fuss about?


About the course. What is the big deal about it? I'm just asking the reason you want some books from me. Maybe I could help a little, yea who knows? I'm not desperate to know what you are studying right now. By the way, I don't know you really well. Seriously, you are a stranger. And, I don't really want to know about your course. Stop the fuss, please.

Later on I received msgs from that person but I don't feel like replying. As if I'm so desperate for the person? For god sake! I do not owe anyone anything! Wh
at makes people think that I owe something to them? I don't like the innocent feeling being accused, desperate or dying for anyone.

However, I felt a great guilt for being a bad person abandoning the person. I've tried to be a nice person, but I just can't stand it. Argh I hate myself..

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