Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Nagged

I went home today not feeling right. The heat permeated the sight and I was shivering in freeze, weird. I laid down in bed for the whole afternoon, not being able to reply my msn nudges and messages.

I was praying hard that I would not fall sick, in the critical time right now. My mum would nag me like a little girl if I'm sick. The real thing is, I can't afford to be sick now when everything is in such a mess.

None of us feels any much better with so many things in mind. Maybe we are not good enough, or maybe totally blur of what we're supposed to do, whatever the reason is we are never going through it alone. I believe that.

I don't feel good recently, not really. I feel very weak and yet never give up to be as possitive as possible. It hurts a lot to be turned down, not being knocked down by stress but other matters.

The one that hurts the most is not about bearing the responsibility and stress, BUT simply not be able to work together as a team and being assumed..

Not being understanding
Being protected for good
Knowing more is superfluous

2 comments:

CLF said...

Oh dear, be careful with your health, dont over-stretch and over-do! :S

Had a good sleep, and forget about everything temporarily. Just rest.

If you don't feel comfortable to continue work, have a rest. You can't really do anything much at this stage, so better charge up before going back.

Don't feel so guilty if you couldn't help them when they need you, because health comes first before anything else....
Those people will understand it and you don't need to feel so bad bout it, OK?

Anonymous said...

soree >.<