My Dirty Little Secret

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret~~
lalala~

Btw I love that song! Hehe.. Well there's something deep inside my mind but I don't know whether should I tell or not.

Many people asked me, what keeps me in the brisk state and being vigorous all the time? Am I in love with someone?

Well I don't know. His existence evokes the spirit of consciousness from my deep slumber, whenever he is around I'm full of life. I know it's weird, but I just have the special feeling for him. It is like torning me apart when he's not around. People says that falling in love is like being enchanted, well I guess I'm a person who is in deeply in love, with him.

Gosh! Now I start to miss him already.. even in the wee hours!! OMG.. my mum is going to kill me for this..

SHOULD I TELL HIM?

I DON'T KNOW.. BUT..

I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE..

I..

I LOVE YOU..

NESCAFE 3 IN 1..

Photo Shooting

The photo shooting was taken place in a photo studio. I was just.. you know..playing around with the camera after I went home. Hehe.. =)

"Val, why are you wearing like this? Presentation?"
"Err..umm..actually it's for.. *sigh* Yeah presentation.."

I don't know what to say. Am I supposed to say I was going for photo-shooting? well then they'll ask the reason for going photo shooting and what the whole thing is about. Then it's going to be a lot of yada yada stuff about "Encore!" (Btw, do you know what is "Encore!"?)

I went for photo shooting with the whole business team of "Encore!" event. (Actually just three of us only) Well the first thing we have to go through before being snapped by the lens of the camera is hair-do. The hairdresser (what do you call them btw?) of the IMP saloon did something with curling and straightening my hair.

Later on, before photo shooting, we went for make up. Can you imagine, make up on self basis? it's like.. you have to do the make up thing on your own. Just pick a brush or something and D.I.Y! I didn't do anything with my face but my friends did. (lol..=.=)

Mind you, I'm not really accustomed with make up stuff. (Yes, of course I'm a girl) Hehe.. well the eyeliner and the eyes stuff didn't work on my eyes but turned out to be panda eyes like being punched. (haha..=.=) Anyway, some of the pictures turned out very nice though I'm not photogenic. It was really fun and hilarious! =p

When I reached home, my mum gazed at me with her mouth widely opened. 0.O

"OMG..What happened to you?"
"Mum.. I.. err..presentation.."

Being a MC

"Mum, tomorrow I'm going to be MC for tomorrow's career talk."
"What MC oh? You sick meh?"

In the fraction of seconds, I leaned behind a little and a "huh" slipped off my mouth without going through my mind. (mind you, I was absent-minded) Mum, you are really cute la..

It was the first time for me being MC and everything was utterly panicky. (hey mum, it's master for ceremony lar~) My hands were trembling and my voice was shaking. My mind was quivering like tremor upheaval and I was bloody nervous. I screwed up a little initially, in front of the familiar faces. Hiaz..

I was told that my intonation and accent should be more "ceremonial and firm". I was like..huh? I can't really picture myself being so official like some sort of bureaucrat. I mean, can you? Maybe that's why I don't really like formal stuff. (Business school student, huh?)

I plowed through everything in the end. As I summon up the pieces of the humiliating moments, I feel like digging up a hole and sheathe my head deep inside forever. Anyhow it was really fun and I feel like doing it again. Hehe..

So there it goes, my very first time being MC!