It's alright

Woke up in tousled hair I find
Wandered in a questioning mind
Contemplating if it’s the right wind
To undertake an one way ticket that binds

As I aroused from idle
Realizing the conundrum is such a knotty puzzle
I filled up the gaps at my twaddle
In hope that I’m not gonna straggle
With such muddle and tangle

Hey, it’s alright
To let go tears we’ve been holding tight
Once in a while, when we’re on a plight
And when the answers are not attainable in sight
The truth may disguised in the light
If we give’em a try in the night
Who knows we might get it right

It's alright

Valerie Rhinestone Ring

I was browsing through Forever21 website. I saw a ring called "Valerie Rhinestone Ring". Awesome dont you think? Forever21 named it Valerie, why huh?


Valerie Rhinestone Ring


: FINAL SALE - A polished metal ring with a large round rhinestone set in prongs with miniature heart cutout accents on the side.
- 0.5" approx dia rhinestone x 1.1" wide band
- Imported.
ProductCode: 1061208962

The top I wore.

I looked into my wardrobe, trying to locate the best outfit to put on. I realized two things: I need a bigger wardrobe & I do not have much formal attire in plain colours. (well I could have, but they were no where to be found at that moment)

I saw my Disney formal top hanging at the corner, with lonesome of my ignorance. It wasn’t childish Disney top, it’s very formal with some cute words behind it. It’s my first formal top I have ever got in my life. My mum bought that for me, and it was quite expensive as I remembered.

It clasps substantial touch and connotation to me. Two years back, I wore it for my very first interview at Taylors college. I looked rather smart that time, walked into the interview room with blessings from everyone. Well more and more interviews came to view later on; I ended up studying in TARC. I remembered I wore my Disney formal top during my diploma scholarship presentation ceremony two years back.

Two years later, here I am, another scholarship presentation ceremony. As I put on the same top and looked into the mirror, I saw my reflection and thoughts loomed to my mind.

“I’m here today attending this ceremony as a scholar, wearing the same top, with the same conviction and aspiration.”

Humanity

It hits me. As I live for the twentieth year, what I’m about to face in the coming years as I accumulate my birthday candles.

To be frank, I just don’t feel right or optimistic these days. Occurrence of the recent issues is not really encouraging, in addition to the pandemic world crisis and influenza. I feel thwarted with the current nation situation as well, as a person being raised up in a democratic background.

What’s on with the humanity? The turmoil of the crises has clouded the Malaysia’s outlook in all aspects, affecting people from all walks of life. I am not really into politics but I’m perceptive to mourn of deserving people. I’m a sympathetic person that is willing to work things out with pleasure given that impartiality and justice is achievable. And that’s why I’m a person that is rather conservative at times.

I really hope that God will bless and appreciate all the deserving people in this world, to hearten and inspire other people in a way that they realize what humanity and life is all about.

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.

And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Kinda occupied lately

These days I'm adapting to my new age, there's a sense of alienation felt with the word "twenty". It clings with different thoughts and perception. May blog about some of it later, if I’m able to survive for four tests next week.

I’m really happy that I had a great birthday. It feels like it’s your big day, you have all the rights to do whatever you want on your birthday. I feel honoured, as a person accumulating another birthday candle on birthday cake.

I may post another post with the title “presents from love ones” soon, but I’m really tired these days so I really don’t wanna give any words of when I’m gonna publish the stuff. So just let it be at this moment, I’ll find ways to deal with things I have to deal with and things that I’m gonna do.

Few days back I received a birthday card from Jia Wen, all the way from Australia. It touches my heart, with the sentimental words and photos. Dear, thanks so much. I want you to know that no matter where you are, you will always be my best friend. I’ll always be there for you. =)

Merci Beaucoup!

Few weeks back, I filled up a survey form. At the personal particulars sections, there's a column where you state your age.

15-19 []
20-25 [ ]

I got kinda frustrated, thinking of how should i state my age. Females are typically discreet about age matters, and it's a valid excuse for me to be bothered bout this matter.

I had a memorable birthday this year. Two days before the day of my birth anniversary (aka birthday) Lin, Shing Tsu and me went to JJ for my pre-birthday celebration. I was really touched and happy.






Thanks sweeties! =) And we had great time window shopping.

On my 20th birthday, I received lots of wishes and presents from lovely friends. To me it's like no big deal, it's just a recognition that I'm a year older. (A sad case huh. haha)

I might post out some presents I receive for my birthday soon, now I'm kinda occupied with assignments and courseworks. My french language presentation is coming up next, oh god!

I'm aged 20 right now, officially. =) Thanks everyone for all the wishes and gifts.
Merci beaucoup!
(Which means "Thanks so much" in french)